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Reader, she came to shake the table on a TUESDAY!!!! The second last paragraph shook me, like WOAHHH!!! "If they had seen me, not as an entity separate from themselves but as an extension, would I have mattered a little more? And vice versa, had I called them by my own name, would I have remembered to behave differently? Oh… the intimacy of seeing ourselves in other people." I am going to be thinking about that for a long time, whew. Ton answer your question on what love I deserve, it is a heavy question but we talked about how as I'm about to turn 27 in a couple months, I have found myself and accepted myself. I respect the person I have molded in these 20 something years,I respect and honor her, and most importantly have come to love her. I hope that is reflected to the outer world, and that whoever comes across me may love me the same, flaws and all. To love the person in the entirety. Anyways, this post has convinced me to watch Call Me By Your Name. And as always, thank you for being a great writer!!

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Hi gorgeous!! Thank you for reading, I love you. And I'll say that you deserve exactly what you want. And because it is you, I know that the Universe has that special person/persons (romantically and platonically) ready for you. You're a light!!

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